Content, and that is just fine....

I have been stumbling around the past few days thinking I need some grand change in the things I do, something to jump start the New Year in some new direction, a makeover, do-over, transformation, then I came to realize that this feeling was coming from the energy flying around me, everywhere I turned change was being preached, I am all for growth, inspiration, goals, and improving on my life, but somehow I was feeling this pressure to change, fix things, and improve. In my search for "what", what I discovered was I am very content, I like things pretty much the way they are!  I have never felt that way in my entire 47 years of life.  I believe I learned a very valuable lesson in 2008, I believe I have learned to accept things as they are, to surrender to what is. Interesting thing about contentment, I would have thought that it would leave one stagnant, non-motivated, even lazy and without goals, when actually it creates just the opposite. The acceptance of what is seems to allow me to have positive energy toward all I do, I am highly motivated, excited about my endeavors and free of expectations of myself and others, I am not sure what lazy even is and my goals have taken on a new identity of being my possible dreams! I really like being content, I think I will keep it......